fake for real

Falling in love with you
is one of the hardest things I’ve ever
done.
Some people find that strange,
but then,
they haven’t been fighting their heart for
years,
relabling every feeling as ‘misguided’ or
worse.
When I speak to you,
I’m still waiting for the numbness that
refuses to come.
The other day when you left,
my heart screamed a protest.
Was it fake?
I ask myself the question again,
the same question I’ve been asking for
all this time.
The difficulty of the situation is made
harder

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